ok. i'm back. lols hmm. still rmb in the past i blog alot here. all the emo entries. got ppl say i too emo, got ppl say i think too much. nvm uh. -.- i really don't mind. cos i love np. and i want all of us to love np. thinking bout it, it does seem evil to be so pissed at a few of us... but... you guys abit too insensitive.... -.- the other time preparation for ROD was like that. now also like that. when will you all learn. to care for your squadmates, to respect them? and it's the same few of you... disappointing... urgh. like that say no use. maybe we can talk to them and at least attempt to change them? i really don't want to see another major dispute. should say i'm really pissed at that disrespectful junior. i have never expected myself to flare up at a junior like i did. but... sorry. =.= really cannot control. he's been doing this to us eversince he got into np. urgh. i cannot take it anymore. contemplated revenge yea. lols. but i know i won't have to do it. future sec3 ic will. lollol... -.- hmm. even though we have a few people who really don't seem to want to care, or don't seem to know how their squadmates feel and add fuel to the fire, and feel really saddened, i'm also really really touched. because i know we do have squadmates who are willing to brave through all those tough events&works with us. i'm truely impressed by the guys, namely khinyin, guofeng, wenjie&wanglie. these boys were at least there, if not providing information, were providing support. some were constructive ones. (: guofeng stayed with us the longest. i'm veryvery grateful to this guy who commented on the so called not-nice tee. lols. so we redesigned it yea... ei... got to appologised. we kinda overdid it when everyone hit your poor head. :X oops. sorry. there were also a number of girls there. we discussed both chalet and sqd tee matters. finally we got back to a red background for the tee. -.- lame uh. but at least we decided it together. squadmates were in this together. the product will be one that i'm proud of. go dudes&dudettes.! with pro designers, pro planners, pro everythingers, we can do it. xD even though we were 'chased' away by the guard, i'm proud of it. why? yeayea. i know it sounds crazy. but i'm so darn proud about it cos we stick through those hours there being serious yet having fun. so much so that we got to be such a muisance, we were chase away. lols. but i love you guys alright. (: muacks! we should work towards that blingbling gold unit alright! yoohoo.
